I was hoping for an opinion or two.

[Mel]

I pray they rule it out.

[[ash <3]]

They ruled out Breast Cancer at least... Amber is pregnant again, which is good because they didn't think she could get pregnant again.

[Mel]

YAY!!!! To both!!! Tell amber congrats for me! I remember the last heard they gave her a year otherwise she'd never have anymore. She makes beautiful babies! How far along is she? Whens her EDD?

How's your mom doing?

[[ash <3]]

She's almost two months along, and already showing... hence why Ma thinks it's twins, they are in our family quite a bit. Ma is okay. Mad at me. I'm not spending the holidays with her and she has this crazy notion in her head that I'm going to go to school to be a nail tech and move BACK to Jupiter. Not happening. She's super excited about the baby (maybe babies?) and yeah...

[Mel]

When I was 2 months I was showing already and I don't have twins. Are fraternal twins big on your mother side? Idectical twins come without warning to anyone.

Ahhh mother's want their children near them at all times. My mom thought I was going to go to school to be an RN and then move here... They all got lucky with the '04 hurricaines... I didn't even know I moved until 3 weeks later... Fun times! But honestly it was the best thing for me to do(I felt bad leaving Lisa and Taabi though). I met Jeremy and the rest is history(in the making lol!). Who knows where we'll all be in 5 years. You may be back down there, I may be in Alaska. Lisa and the girls may move up here, Lindz may be their roommate. *throws hands up* Who knows?

You can't be mad that your mom is excited about her grandbaby(ies). My mom wasn't thrilled with lil Paul at first, but when she got used to the idea of being a grandmommy before 45 she was so excited. Then she found out I was pregnant right after he was born and she freaked a bit. It was too soon to be a grandmommy to two! She didn't get over it until I lost that baby. When I told her about this one, I remember leaving her house and she almost screamed at Chuck, "Number Two!!!!" Your mom will be excited over your children as she is over Ambers. Its just Amber is having hers first. Nothing anyone can do to change that.

All you can do right now is smile and be a freakin' fabulous aunt. Just wait, the perfect father for your children will come(though on Gods time). And remember your children are coming and they are beautiful!

[[ash <3]]

I know I should just relax and be happy for Amber, and I'm going to try my best to be supportive, but at the same time I have to deal with the fact that I want kids, and I have to deal with the possibility of not having kids... ever. It could happen. I won't be happy with it, but I'll deal like I always do.

So for now, I'm going to be trying to throw Amber a baby shower, though I know that Dell will want to and ah... she is so pushy...

[Mel]

Amber can have two baby showers. Or you can go in with Dell and be co-hosts. I did that with Angie for Tammy.

[[ash <3]]

Nope. Amber doesn't want me to do it. So it's whatev.

[Mel]

Why? Forgive me for asking but does she have a good reason for not wanting you to do it? Tammy wanted it to be me when it came down to hers. And I do plan on completely doing her next one.

[[ash <3]]

She said because. That's the reason I got.

[Mel]

Well, thats a stupid reason. Although she may have a good reason, but just didn't want to say it. But I say if you can't tell your sister, who can you tell?

[[ash <3]]

Who knows?

[Mel]

Maybe its because you live so far away and she doesn't want you to 'stretch' yourself with the plans or something.

[[ash <3]]

It's whatev. I don't care anymore.

[Mel]

So whats up? And where's some new hair cut pictures? I have been waiting for them!

[[ash <3]]

Oh! I put them up on my SP page and I forgot to post them! Gimme a minute. I'll edit this in a sec.

[Mel]

Cute! Whats the color? After I have the kid I'll be dying my hair again. I'm gonna go with the bottom half a deep red and keep the top half my natural color with highlights. I think I might even keep my new hair cut. I have a tendency to go right back to it.

[[ash <3]]

Some brown I found on sale. I liked it so I stocked up like it was being discontinued. Haha.

[Mel]

Its cute on you! Usually when hair dye is on sale it m likely is discontinued.

[[ash <3]]

Yeah that's the sad part.

[Mel]

So how have you been?

[[ash <3]]

I've been good. How about you?

[Mel]

Tired mostly, even though I don't get to sleep much. But this week I've been so excited about the shower!! It kind of covers that! lol!

[[ash <3]]

Sounds fun. How was the shower btw? I'm so sorry I couldn't make it.

[Mel]

It was fabulous! I have some of the pictures on myspace. Its okay you didn't make it, but we did miss you there.

[[ash <3]]

I'm still trying to finish up one of your gifts. I'm making you somefin!

[Mel]

Aww thanks! You didn't have to.

[[ash <3]]

I know I didn't have to but I wanted to!

[Mel]

Well, thank you! Can't wait to see it!

[[ash <3]]

Almost done!